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came home messed up and immediately opened the Bible and “What the Buddha taught” and started reading. reading for answers. reading for peace. and WOW.
randomly opening the Good Book, one of the first verses that jumps out at me:
Mark 2:27 Then Jesus said to them, “The Sabbath was made for man, not man for the [...]

I’m supposed to post Hawaii part 2, but i’m going to interject here with a bit of a “life rant”. we’ll be back to your regularly scheduled programming soon.
I think i’ve always had a problem dealing with rejection and failure. which is strange, since i’ve dealt with that my entire life. from schools, to projects, [...]

Is it possible to miss something you never had?
“no. you miss the hope. solider on.”
“is she worth it?”
yes and no. Yes she is undeniably worth it. No she’s not worth it if she doesn’t reciprocate.
going to hawaii changed nothing at all?
nothing. other than remind me of places i wish i could show her.
It is a [...]

Those of you who know me know that I tend to change personal direction alot. This is because when I see something I don’t like about myself, I try to change it. and i usually see alot about myself that could be improved on.
I discovered quite early on that being too nice is no good. [...]

wow.
that photo was kinda creepy. sorry for leaving it as the 1st post for the past 2 weeks or so.
My friend has a boyfriend who was staying at her place. things seemed to be going well, but one day when she went through his skype history (because that’s the kind of non-trusting relationship which they [...]

lately I’ve been trying to reconcile the idea of love and how it applies to looks, wealth and fame. I think i’ve hit upon a solution.you see, something has been puzzling me greatly. If true love exists, how do you explain the fact that justin timberlake can come at any time and take your girl.of [...]

sexist or not, i’m going to have to make the observation from what i’ve seen so far: that women are hopelessly incapable of organizing proper moving of homes.
they never seem to want to do things “by the book”. always trying to cut corners and not thinking ahead. “penny wise, pound foolish” i believe is the [...]

I deserved to have my ass kicked until it bleeds. SOMEBODY PLEASE KICK MY BUTT. I AM NO BETTER THAN THE LOUD MOUTH CURLY HAIRED FAT GUY I HATE IN LAW SCHOOL.
And does anyone have a surefire way to get rid of emotions. I’m not talking about “love” or bullshit like that. I mean [...]

wow.
what a terrible feeling. The Choke. we all know what it feels like. to freeze up at the most crucial moments. to lose your balls. to not step up.
for all my bravado i think my most telling flaw was exposed today - lack of confidence.
we were at a party recently and jon (with friends) dared [...]

having attended a few graduations in my time here including friends and my sister, i feel that there are definately somethings that i wished someone had told me beforehand. for example:

Come Early - Like, just under an hour - before the ceremony is good. People will be there to take photos with and you [...]

cooking is fairly easy. i’ve always found it fairly easy anyway. if you’re not talking about developing your own dishes, then its just a matter of following instructions and putting in the effort.
at a even more basic level, its basically all about timing. when to add this. when to take it out. when to stop [...]

wow. that previous post on girls had quite a response. thanks everyone for your enthusiastic and interesting perspectives. so many ideas in the comments alone, i felt i had enough to say in a new post. please keep in mind what i’m about to write isn’t meant to sound resentful or pissed off. i’m trying [...]

the short summer i spent on the mini exchange in the uk really opened by eyes by leaps and bounds. i learnt so much, i didn’t know how to even begin sharing it with everyone. but i decided to just sit my ass down and attempt to write down the stuff i picked up.
let me [...]

to commemorate the 21 years i’ve spent on this planet i’ve decided to try and come up with 21 important life lessons that i’d tell myself (or anyone else) if i had the chance to start all over again. However, i’ve been thinking about it for a long time (hence the delay of this post [...]